Feed back what was being done since last week...
think..think..think...hmm...nthg much..but able to become closer to one of my friend (FY)..hmm..make me feel good...yet in some places and some times, the hypocrisy i witnessed soured my mood...really can't trust someone so well and fall into the friendship too deep...more likely to be used by them for their own benefit...always pretending and acting cute..really sick of you...(sry..scolding someone)

recently i always hanging out with FY(my junior from high school)...
from our conversation...i realize thr is really smthg call destiny... it's so coincidence...(long story...lazy to type here)... after all..the world isn't that huge rite... 缘分!

Hmm...i had asked myself many questions...am i going to achieve my "goal"...or my loftiest dreams are destined to be dashed... looking to the sky with a nice bowl of candu on the hand and FY sit beside me...feeling complicated...i still consider a infant in this competitive world...yet i believed my weakness will be perfected in christ's strength....
meanwhile...someone whom i neglected sometimes and care most appeared in my mind again... b4 it's vanished ..i yearned that on the next moment i can see you smiling and i ll smile because of you ...ever it is just once...

spiritual exercising and maturity of mind are what i focused on and tried to revamp myself to be a better man...since i notated as “没正经” “爱开玩笑”for long time ever though i really serious that moment...my friend can hardly differentiate when i m 正经..it's really terrible...hahaha...time to change..hahaha..

tired lo..2mrw Monday again...blue monday.. 8am class to 4pm non stop...without any break...walao...it seem that coffee and lenglui are my only "antidote" during the class..hehe
sleep first..ciao

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