我的观点

回想,这几年(至今),我常因为个人意见,主见不同有差异,让他人以及我在那一瞬间显得情绪化,气氛变得有点僵。It is not because i am being stubborn, self centered, immature or whatever terms one can describe their "friendly"opponent. You notice i stated "friendly opponent" as we did not really offend or quarrel with others meanly. Yet to convince or persuade others that our personal points of view which we believe they are correct.

(TO someone out there)..Maybe you think i am not being good learner to listen what you're trying to say or follow your rules of life. But let me tell you ..YUP...YOU!!!..something~ i know the meaning of life better than you~ Even though you are older or younger...it does not make any different as regardless who you are...you're just living in a small box of world..can hardly observe or sensitive to the greater value of life.  In short, i just wanna to point out that each of us are varied in own perspectives, belief and life value so RESPECT others..instead of forcing them to suit your shoes or get mad at them when they tend to against or deny your words... Guess what, no matter how many times you complain of your pessimism and hoping us to follow your will. I AINT GONNA DO THAT TO DEPRECIATE MY WAY OF LIVING A LIFE!! Cause i felt happier to act according to my own  perspectives~ even it means you are more experience and older. But who care... i am who i am... don't try to judge, teach me with your personal value... i only feel the joy and peace when i did what my heart urged or guide me..which i believe there is a MIGHTY, mercy God living in me...你不同意我的观点,我已经习以为常了~这个习惯 却令我活得更快乐,有意义。。。

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a small prayer

春假开始了~因为internship training,assignment 及其他私人因素,假期这段期间也没有多余游玩。。可悲可悲~ 近来虽然学业都还不错,但生活却显得毫无规律,乱七八糟。。
而且许多事情都很不顺利~ 叹息着。。。 真的超MALANG的!!!! 个人生活变得太乏味,没有些乐趣。。再一次。。可悲可悲可悲呀~
list of things did not go well recently:
1. My accomodation
2. My guitar
3. My brain (not working hard enough..being lazy)
4. My relationship
5. My shoe
6. My car purchase
7. My plan trip, My yamcha, My dating
8. My  stupidenglish narrative writing assignment

(PS:in fact, it is not that bad ...just not as fun as i used to have.. and my spiritual life is dying...seriously lost and struggle to find back my passion and faith---> participate in real church ministries...i want to be filled with joy and love of God forever more.)
On this age of 20, I just cannot stop thinking about my potential achievement, my goals, my social networking, my girlfriend, my future life partner, my religious life and.... what if i really step onto the wrong pathway... is there any chance God will lose faith on someone whose love passion to Thy had abated...every day and night.. i try to gain insight picture of my future...IT IS LIKE EMPTY BOTTLE.. I SEE NOTHING~ ... I start to feel anxious,insecure, and worry... Where is my huge confidence and perspective that i used to hold tightly onto??


God, i pray that you guide and bless me and those who seek for you and in desperate need..for it is you who make us; and we are yours, we are Thy chosen people, the sheep of your pasture. May your kingdom come~ i pray all this in Jesus Name, Amen.

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Season in the sun~ Spring Break!

Now i guess everyone is planning for Spring Break Getaway, perhaps they already did. Chicago, Minnesota, Minneapolis, California, New York~...should be a great destination!!I am still deciding what will the best/wise plan for this precious holiday ..after all i am now at the NEW WORLD and a lot of stuff/ place are waiting for me to explore~ =)

On this very hour, i'm looking forward to lie on the grass field under the sunny blue sky!
Imagine..windy breeze..cosy surrounding...aroma of flower..bird chirping is heard

好想再一次恋爱~ 在这浪漫的季节
祈祷着。。为我未来的伴侣

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Sunshine on my face~

It starts to get warm in Ames now~ The snow is melting, the ground is wet, the birds are flying back home, the squirrel is climbing around the trees and I am excited and fulled of expectation with my first Spring season in United State!! New moment of joy to catch on my life~XD

Recently i will spend myself a couple of quiet minute standing outside my root balcony, watching the clean starry night while meditating God's words. By just staring at the endless tiny twinkle bright stars in the beautiful gradation of dark blue sky, it aroused a huge portion of my emotions. How far am i with my family and friends in other places now~ "Woo~never in my dream that i will make it to American, neither do my parents" 
 "Taking a deep fresh, cold air"

At that moment, i felt so alive~ how lucky am i to be able standing right here in the wooden, firm stairs
and enjoying the beauty of the nature...how i wish there is someone beside me.. accompany and witness together this wonderful scene that created by the Mighty One~ Praise to You 
Miss Someone, Friends
...

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