Saturday, November 7, 2009

Little miracle in the world


Recently i come along with a young but supremely talented 13 years old guitarist in youtube.com... a cute boy name Sungha Jung from South Korea..actually i heard since last year... it seem that his reputation as professional acoustic fingerstyle guitarist has drastically increasing in JUST THREE YEARS!!! Moreover, he is currently sponsored by Lakewood and play with few prominent guitarist like Mr Big, Ulli Bögershausen, tracy...At the beginning he not used to have tabs for the music that he played in his videos. He was self learned, just listen and picked them up directly from the sound source in videos available on the internet. He's totally rock and gifted!!! Can check his official website: Sungha Jung

there are few guitarist i wish to recommend for u to listen to.. like Masaaki Kishibe, Rynten Okazaki, Antoine Dufour n so forth! Their music may just touch your inner heart..

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Mind out of Holidays

A reminder as the christian
I still remember reading an article that written by Tim Gustafson in ODJ pointed out the only lack and the only precious gift in the world is "PEACE". A brilliant American actor and producer, Harrison Ford (if u don't know, he is the title character of Indiana Jones) 's career embodies success. His movie have earned him more than $6 billion US dollar. Ford made a albeit ungrammatical comment "You only want what you ain't got." in the interview. What he was trying to mention is that what he lacks of and wishes to pursuit is nothing else but "peace". Isn't it pathetic and contradict that a millionaire or billionaire can't find peace in their heart even with their status of high wealth. However, the bible clearly stated that real peace is indeed something that can not and will never obtain from anyone or anywhere, except from the only one, the only true God, Jesus Christ. Don't mind me, I am not being a religion fanatic. Yet it is indeed very factual. Believe me or not...Who can deny it? Let those who don't believe in God, Let those who always in anxious state, let those who try to challenge bible truth...ask themselves a simple question and see whether they can answer it confidently, "Deeply inside your heart, can you feel the peace?" As i can say it loudly and proudly that i CAN!!!

"I am leaving you with a gift," Jesus concluded, "peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don't be troubled or afraid" (JOHN 14:27).

I am personally fond of this scripture. Maybe it's a bit abstract and difficult for some people to understand and come to the state of what i feel. but i hope that by writing down here, some readers may have the opportunity to know the wonder of my Savior, my Lord, my Jesus. Do remember the scripture!!! read it, remind urselves and repeat it again..again..again...
( There comes a time when our questions merely become a way of hiding from the risk and danger of disobedience. There comes a time when we need to silence the excuses or the fears and simply obey- the time is now...quoted from Winn Collier)
Sharing what i Like or D Like....

i Like-
1) Playing guitar... it always a good old companion ...the way i use to express my emotion and feeling..i could tell my very own story in a song to someone special.. it works quite well..haha.. i believe there is some magic stark happen when the soul of human thoroughly unite with the musical instrument.. Actually i always wish to become a musician or singer..haha..but apparently i'm not gifted to have such talent and opportunities to learn and perform on the stage..BUT I STILL LIKE IT!!!

2) Frisky and Awesome Party... After i stopped to carry out my night life activities (clubbing) for quite while, i realized how dumb were i wasting my precious time in a dark messy social club environment.. i could have attended other outdoor activities and party organized by my college friend... at least i wont have to spend so more money to get FREE food + FREE refreshment + FREE entertainment...=D

3) Fellowship/ Church... it is a place which i call "Second home" or "Restroom" .. Every time when i felt overloaded with burden and exhausted, i will walk to the church... i abase myself before lord in prayer...then restore or recharge myself either spiritually or mentally~ Sing the melodious church song, feel to be closer to God (eventhough i can also meditate n pray at home or anywhere)... the interaction n fun communication... the self development... the leadership... n of course the truth of life .... are what i gained from here..

4) The love...nearly two years didn't let myself to have a REAL one (not play play de)...within the periods, the "trials" came to naught.. however.. i do appreciated that within my social circle there are a lot of "choices" arranged by Lord... yet recently what i really fond of is the one with long brownish hair cascaded down over her shoulders...XD (No way, i am flying off to US soon.)
whenever she show a careworn expression, i ll be hoping to be thr, at least with a word of confront...SEEing her eyes brimmed with tears from long distance..my hands will consciously, nervously gently caressed her face... everyday i hope that i can carol happily to my precious one which hidden inside my secret garden "Lalala..i love you"... (==''') i want vomit liao..reading wat i type)..yet i really hope that one day, one moment, one chance that me and the destined one can get better acquainted ..

I Dislike-
1) frigid and frumpy GUY... it gt nthg to do with my religious teaching.. i just feel they are too "action", too ignorant and too irritating!! often being divert by their physical appearance...

2) Stupid lip synch video... as u can find mostly in youtube or facebook..those idiot try to be famous from their nonsense video...then they act stupidly, dress stupidly and talk stupidly... gt nthg better to do meh~ haiz..helpless and useless fella..

3) Rude and Emo Swing Harridan... nthg much to mention...as u know nowadays most of the girls are getting more "barbaric ...probably because more n more civil rule, law and regulations are made to protect women...n more young female teenagers are being SPOILED!! Totally don't have the right attitude of life!! Terrible~(i left other criticism for your own self)
Therefore, i am listed down some characteristics or qualification of my future partner

i) Must be a real christian (Not those who claim to be, but in fact they know nthg)
ii) Good manner (No F words came out from her mouth, Owes have the right attitude and thought about the way of living a meaningful life..know her life purpose well)
iii) know at least one skill or talent (singing, playing musical instrument, dance...)
iv) OF course ...love me!!XD

Monday, October 5, 2009

Life goes~





~我长大了,不再是小孩子~


ps: one by one ..we are leading into different stories by God.. The timescale for completing it is approaching slowly
But the story ends well

Our corner of the world



Lately i had been wondered


沉默一会儿

when the cases of earthquake, tsunami, and wars are rampant in other corner...
i am here taking my current circumstances as granted~
has a false perception that the victims and me are in two different world

when people are starving to dead because of hunger in other corner
i am here wishing for a life of luxury and reputable status
unconscious of the overflow blessing i have..
as a SINFUL HUMAN
in the world

when people struggle to survive with their handicapped & poverty condition
in other corner
i am here thinking how boring and meaningless life is
continuously involve in hollow activities
thinking what can be done to entertain myself more
in this world

indeed, it seem to be that those are not relevant to me..
However, in very own reality
We tempted to claim that life is unfair and cruel
love relationship, academic result, career, death,
it's so unbearable sometimes..blaming God, our fate

Maybe is time
for us to pull out of our pessimism
The question is not about whether difficult times will come but
what our response will be when they do
i always believe
God has his plan and makes our way
The challenge is to seek the goodness in the midst of whatever trials we encounter
(trust me.. i personally experience it)
beneath the temporary trials, there is always sweet honey waiting for us
you ll figure out God's brilliant plan on you
Have faith on Lord, Have plan on Life
Don't ask for miracle, Be the miracle yourself

~Stop your rushing path for a while~
take a real look on your current state

live a life with thanksgiving
Our corner of the world can be a reminder for us as a blessed children

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

八月闲日(二)
















论到民都鲁人打发时间方式和娱乐,大部分人(特别是年轻的)都会一致地说
“Yamcha lo! 要不然就是去打电脑,或是去海边散步拍拖吃rojakABC。没事就CAll朋友到处走走或则是待在家发呆看astro” 当然我这Bintulu仔也是如此度过部分的假期。我几乎每天两餐都在外解决~胖了不少~ 成俊不再是排骨精了!!!
能有缘和几位日本来的交换学生相识,感觉很不赖。平时所学到的日语终算能派上用场。
Saikin? Ureshi? watashi oboeru?

有天晚上也与朋友陪那些JPNese去园游会和FunFair Park. 那些日本女生玩得可疯了,体力也太惊人了吧!!!


除此之外,我当然也约几个死党出来. 就像以上我所述说的,除了Yamcha还是Yamcha~
当然K bar, Tanjung Batu海边, 小学,中学学校也都从返了~真是让人一时有所感触
!!!!当中就让我惊喜的是!!!!
竟然我九年前画画比赛的作品(风景画)依然还摆设在某布告栏
虽然那是个未完成的杰作,但却被欣赏
太令人感动了T^T






Monday, August 24, 2009

八月闲日(一)



好久没有来到这个分享空间~ 版主近来虽然心事重重及对某些事务人物感到无奈加上无力,
但日子还过得去。
没有特别精彩,没有特别鲜艳, 没有特别有趣;
但生活中的新鲜感终没有让我失望,我相信这就是神在当中美好丰盛的恩典
终是在悲伤中找到喜乐泉源,终是在怨恨中找到原谅宽恕,终是在自卑里找到独特之处;
这样说,好像我日子都很不快乐,才不是呢!!!
先不淡荣华富贵,名胜古迹,我只能说对于我近来遇到的人与家庭,我应该知足。
After八月头的final exams, 我就冲冲忙忙地搭第二天的飞机场。。。
当天我认识的好一些人也去着同样的目的地,但到达的终点则是天地之差(美国民都鲁)

让我来分享一些我回到家乡所度过的假期,原本拍了些照片,
但怎知我回到KL,才发现我没有把照片输入到我的pendrive里
这时我只能叹气“Haihhhh..."

一回到家乡,行李还没放下,妈就带我去Pineapple餐馆(自家的)享用订好的菜肴~
还点了甜品和水果呢
早就知道这是要我这几天在店里帮忙的甜头~
就这样,我通常傍晚或晚上会到店里看美女店员及一些漂亮顾.......啊啊..
不不不..我是说我都会去做工~
不过,在店里时我很高兴能巧遇很久没联络的旧同学及各老板

此外,我也会被妈派到两间之前出租的屋子做“印尼工人” ...
因为要再renovate
打扫,收拾垃圾废弃物... 割草,除草~
一个人哦!!! 累死了而且这两间屋子感觉有点阴森~
特别其中一间,有点噱头,近期被警察突击搜索
~因为这黑社会租客被怀疑诱骗出卖女子肉体~
在收拾过程中,那龟公不时来搬取东西, 身旁还有些辣妹..可怜
besides, i manage to find some girls' dairies n photos on the garden n storeroom
even their clothes and other necessities...i took one of them to read..
it's written
"By Lord's will n grace,
i wish to fulfill my dream and buy a dream house for my parents after i reach here."
Haiz, i wonder how those girls doing now..all i know is when they reached here they are being locked in the room and..so on~
~GOD BLESS THEM~

我感到很惊讶因为过了六年这“卢”字依然还在














(待续)

Monday, June 15, 2009

给你好朋友~


8.28pm now************* Date ~15june2009
Weather ~cold, breezy** Mood~ distress, low spirited, jubilant..it's contradiction

生活的历练给我的就是两个字"无奈".

无奈的环境,无奈的角色,

无奈的思念,无奈的责任,

无奈的等待.无奈的守侯.

我不要伪装自己,

我不要矜持,不要优雅,

在爱的面前我不能退缩.

我快乐, 一定要让你知道

我疲倦,心里有你来充电

你开心,是我每天的愿望

你难过,可以轻听我安慰


好朋友,谢谢你远方的祝福, 

因为你,我体会到幸福滋味


你的出现让我始料不及,

让我知道这世上还有可以懂我的人.
一辈子吧!!!

Expression of soul~
Some people struggle and work hard with zeal that earn them a name so revered and saluted...Some thought they are something yet in fact they are just little thing... Some people convinced themselves that they could make a fortune without effort...Some people who like to be controlled by their emotion (so called play emo)...Some people always act like a real prima donna and can't see how blessing and great life she or he has...Some people like to put themselves inside the box, giving plenty of excuses for their failure (such as "as long as i happy in my life")and thought it's a better way to escape the reality... finally the worst and irritating one would be Those who keep complaining...blame this and that...
I plenty sure that most of us would have met different kind of people with various personalities and attitude of life... probably few types that i mentioned...
Some of them may really raise our ire..and let us feel frustrated... thinking of why get this kind of ppl one...haiz..so pity...so immature... so stubborn... so piss me out!!!
Maybe there are something that we can do to alter their view or help them to become a better person... yet...in the end the effort will only met with failure and disappointment...
........Haiz........
But thr is a friend of mine enlightened me out... "why need to bother?....
we can't expect people around us to become an IDEAL man that WE think it is.. What we can do is to make ourselves an ideal person to others...instead of wishing others to change..."
It's very true...if all of us know what exactly are the wrong ways of living, then we just have to concern about ourselves and make sure that we live with right attitudes...in these ways we may have set a good example for others!!! But the first thing is u know ur own mistakes..

Sunday, May 10, 2009

因为我领悟


Greetings~again i didnt seem to keep my blog updated more than three weeks..
..thr is no much errand of task waiting in my desk..
..A week had passed since my new semester...
i had quite an awesome n relaxing outdoor vacation for my holidays
yet soon forced back to tedious and tiring reality
Time wont just stop for all of us take a break
as like we cant stop breathing

I guess i would just let it take me into future, through present, away from past
A wonderful moment will slip from our grasp before we realize
we can't hold it on tightly
but let it become memory which turn into a wave of nostalgia for us to recall

Omar Khayyam once quotes
"Be happy for this moment. This moment is your life"
Life brings endless of suspense, laughter and happiness for us
however life is also a perpetual "problem" which from time to time
we struggle to survive through it with less pain, more joy.
this statement seem to be nonsequitur with Omar's
what will i say is to enjoy this fleeting moment of life whether it's harsh or comfortable
most of the time people just bracket themselves
into a small box
thinking how pathetic and miserable their life are
(i referring to those are actually blessed with Good condition)
why can "you guys" stop that nonsense thought, be less pessimistic
sometimes i really feel like give you guys few slaps
they as if people in a island
can't go over bound their narrow mind
to see their greenish n charming surroundings as an dull place
without notice that
they are eventually nestles in the most beautiful island

How about we do something gradually
start from today
we try to be more appreciated and give thanks to what we been through daily
ever though that particular day may not be pretty

You will find yourselves less heavy laden, more alive!!!



(Today 10may2009 is Mother Day )
I wish all mummy another blessed and joyful year with their family
especially my own mother
Thanks you for everything! Love always!

ps: Happy Birthday to my friend, catherine too=)