Realizing....

woo..everything start so unusual from this morning..
when I's on my way to college..encounter a fierce rockweller..WT*.. my heart nearly cAmE out when it barked and trying to run after me..(i think maybe it's a female dog la..hahaha..XD)..luckily gt a rope tying around its neck..Aghh...i wonder wat is in its owner mind.. put that huge "killer" near the path whr ppl usually walking by... then more bad thing happen to me....(T^T)
my eco test only gt 19.5% out of 25%..which can be considered as "idiot" in my class..
Moreover, i juz realized that being tipu by the guy in ss15 Digi centre to subscribe digi postpaid..(lazy to talk in detailed).. now i'd informed that my num ll be deactivated if no further payment is given(walao!!still owe rm150++!!!)..WT*..i pay rm50 every month n still gt so much to handle...haiz..pokai...
at nite..when i worked, i accidentally break some bowls...more importantly is that the total amount of money in the cashier is short of rm50!!(the place i in charge of).. Same thing happen last week aso..lost rm5(although it's small money).. Trust me..i'm qualified and pass the math exams...that's not way i can make the stupid mistaken of giving extra money to customers...So coincidence..On THAt moment, the music played in Pizza Hut is "Bad Day" by Daniel Powter...HAIZ..... now i need to replace the lost in order to balance the account of the shop... i ever lost my samsung earphone n charger...C*B**..who is that stealer?!!..

%#!^#^!$%@%!&^@&$!^*#@&!*@^!*$!&(#@...i really wan to scream out!!!

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Breath..hmm...calm down..now..in this moment..when i refer bak wat i wrote on my recent blog and mediate on God's words...my anxious and frustration feelings are gone..i realized that maybe God hv thy own plan for me... i should be happy that i'm the one who encounter these troubles (not u, he or she)yet still find my way bak to God... If it's turned out to be someone who in the similar circumstance as i'm.. Things might hv become totally different.. somehow i felt that thr must be smthg that God want me to learn~~~could these be the precious experience that change my life completely in particular way or Thy is trying to test my weak n oscillating human nature behavior(attempt to steal)...or it can be aso a punishment for me as the sinner..
In the end, i couldnt find an exact answer or explanation for it but i' m so glad n joyful that i only face the mere incident...not severe illness, death, roped, raped, and i'd the perfect health condition to be employ to work...not the handicap, abnormal body growth...And furthermore i really appreciate that i'm not the one who lost their family and friends and live in the impoverished and war country... and can hv the opportunities to receive high education, kao lui(haha),live a comfortable life ...What else can be so blessing than all these i hv...^_^.. Slowly...my heart is full of passion and joy...After all, it shows that everyone can find the reasons to give thanks to God everthough they're in uphill struggle n terrible situation...

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2 comments:

kexin said...

hmm...very impressing.
I din expect u r so believe in God and applying his teaching in daily life. Mayb i should learn from you..^^
so i will be happier =p

btw, I m truly sorry for ur lost and hope everything will be fine afterward.

May God bless you.

Jun said...

haha..^_^...
ya lo..everyone can be happier if they know how to let go and appreciate...
THANK ^0^... I'M very fine
btw..miss u guys(ICPU ppl)..haha..
do come bak to visit us...