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| Iowa State University Campanile (Winter) |
人真的要学会应变，包容，体谅，及谦卑！！仰望主吧！Some people just won't listen to the advice and giving up the effort to change when others had been tolerate and advise them for so long~ Stubborn, Arrogant, Self-centered, Inconsiderate!! So sick of those people, Unfortunately they appear to be the person around me... Goshh, Why don't you just LISTEN?!?! LISTEN LA!!! LISTEN!!!! 我已经厌倦扮好男人~ 极限了！！ 我表面看起来无事开心，BUT！！！When they still relent to their terrible manner, 我活得特不爽！但又不想说难听的话，搞到关系那么僵~ 咳~ 真是可怜的生物~ Think of Yourselves and Others!!! 是时候给你脸色看了！教训你一下！Let you understand what is the right way of living harmony together in the community~ XP
主啊，教导我如何能更像主所喜悦的人懂得去爱他人~ 惟有单单依靠主。。=D
(PS: 发泄下！！! 但爱不会熄灭！！！ )
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| Malaysians: (left behind- chloe phoon, yuting, me, chris, racheal, Johnny-took pic) |
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近来我特想为自己设计一下造型，从头到尾，无论是穿着，发型，和 身型都要一一改变~
可能是因为是青春年少时期，总是认为这 period应该要最甜美，开心，勇敢，愚笨，但却不后悔，充满无限乐趣的回忆~ 我依然记得我的属灵前辈(Bro昌盛) 对我说：“趁你还在求学的时候，大胆地去梦想吧！” To be honest, i always want to involve myself in entertainment field, instead of human science field. I really enjoy myself learning and playing the music instrument~ singing and acting~ I feel alive and meaningful when i hold a piece of instrument... There is no distraction, only peace, calm, god and music around me...everything around me seem so quiet and harmony.. Sound weird right? =) Oppss..time to share my favor song recently~ it's sweet。。Hope you guys enjoy.. One last sentence, 年轻人啊!!!去吧!!! 尽情享受青春梦幻时光吧!!! 人生是你的!!! WOOO!!! ^o^
I had attended a seminar call "Sustaining life on a Tough Earth" by Bill McKibben, a well known speaker, founder of 350.org and environmental author. Basically he addressed on the issues of climate change and its impact on agriculture. He urged for immediate public's participation in charging and improve our world by just starting from small action like...blalalala...(i kinda 4gt what he said). But the talk was just inspiring and received huge response nationwide. Our University Great Hall was crowded of hundreds people!
"A major factor of the increased rainfall is that the atmosphere holds more water vapor than ever before. Currently, there has been four-and-a-half to five percent more moisture in the past four years, which leads to increased precipitation. This has caused the flows of rivers and streams around the world to increase by 10 percent."
做人难？我该把它当成一个问题还是一个答案 ~ 累啊！好人难当，义人难存，爱人难找，贵人难攀，女人难懂，男人难做！！！
帅气点吧，说你难靠，不帅吧，女人看不上；个子高了，说不适合，个子矮了，等于残废；身材瘦小，说太软弱，身材肥胖，说靠边站；活泼点吧，说你不正经，稳重点吧，说你未老先衰；注意穿着，说你同性恋，不修边幅，说你土包子；爱社交，说你花心，沉默点吧，说你自闭症；挣大钱吧，担心高攀，挣钱少吧，说你没出息~ 天啊！我要哭了!!!
发泄一下！！！！
你啊(those who're reading!) ，我到底要怎样才能做到你们满意？ =）Give some comments~
有时，想想，若我能是一个精彩浪漫戏剧的男主角就好~
PS：人需要神的爱~ 因神永不离弃。=）
说真的，我并不是你们所想象的强者。。 更不是那些能够在一个星期内hit President Club ($4000 to $5000) 的rookie。。你们每晚通过电话给于我的问候，不时让我活在极大压力和紧迫情绪当中~ Every Sunday, there is always mix feeling while i had drive to lumberton for company meeting... well, first of all, i am extremely excited to meet all the friends and talked about the wildest experience we ever had in our life..however, when it came to sale ranking, my excitement is abating...I felt ashamed, depressed and frustrated when i can't meet the expectation of you guys.. HOWEVER, wat i can guarantee you..i did try my best to set up and close "Mrs Jones" ~ Yet it isn't EASY...i gave up all ..sometimes external factors like shitty US economic, massive unemployment, education level and nature deviant attitude of those people, had been huge obstacles for me to reckon with.. especially the White folks (Number one enemy~ super hard to approach..they are too skeptical). Sometimes i only earn $100 profit each day...can hardly even achieve $500 to $1000 sale per day.. i really Try my best...now i can only put my hope and faith on God to lead me to the glamorous and strong endings..=) This internship had cut down my connection to outer world~ Miss most of my friends and family...Sarawak gangs, Kl gangs, Church gangs, Piggies, Ladies Gangs, Foreign country gangs, Iowa Gangs, Bookman Gangs!!!! HOW ARE YOU DOING?！！！
Driving a distance of average 130 miles everyday and meeting almost 20 people a day... wasn't as fun as i thought. Loneliness is killing me sometimes. In this large county with only one chinese working around here, make me feel like in the alien world. Never in my life, i thought i can deal business with americans or african americans (black ppl). Never in my life, i thought i can be so powerful and determined to impress other people. Of coz, never in my life, i thought i will slam the door on my face by some nasty folk. hahhaha!!! WHAT's a unique and interesting life experience.
I really miss Ames/ Malaysia and all my friends/family from all different places now. Wish to give all of you a big hug and kiss when able to meet u guys again. Man, still got two more months to bear. I really looking forward for the wonderful ending of 2010 summer break and OF COURSE THE COMPANY TRIP TO the famous beach in US on 14 August!!! (4gt the name). Until then, i guess i have work hard to strive for $24000 these 3 months!! FIGHTING!!!! Although i didnt express to u, but yes, i miss you very much!!! Love you!
