Recently i come along with a young but supremely talented 13 years old guitarist in youtube.com... a cute boy name Sungha Jung from South Korea..actually i heard since last year... it seem that his reputation as professional acoustic fingerstyle guitarist has drastically increasing in JUST THREE YEARS!!! Moreover, he is currently sponsored by Lakewood and play with few prominent guitarist like Mr Big, Ulli Bögershausen, tracy...At the beginning he not used to have tabs for the music that he played in his videos. He was self learned, just listen and picked them up directly from the sound source in videos available on the internet. He's totally rock and gifted!!! Can check his official website: Sungha Jung
there are few guitarist i wish to recommend for u to listen to.. like Masaaki Kishibe, Rynten Okazaki, Antoine Dufour n so forth! Their music may just touch your inner heart..
Little miracle in the world
Mind out of Holidays
A reminder as the christian
I still remember reading an article that written by Tim Gustafson in ODJ pointed out the only lack and the only precious gift in the world is "PEACE". A brilliant American actor and producer, Harrison Ford (if u don't know, he is the title character of Indiana Jones) 's career embodies success. His movie have earned him more than $6 billion US dollar. Ford made a albeit ungrammatical comment "You only want what you ain't got." in the interview. What he was trying to mention is that what he lacks of and wishes to pursuit is nothing else but "peace". Isn't it pathetic and contradict that a millionaire or billionaire can't find peace in their heart even with their status of high wealth. However, the bible clearly stated that real peace is indeed something that can not and will never obtain from anyone or anywhere, except from the only one, the only true God, Jesus Christ. Don't mind me, I am not being a religion fanatic. Yet it is indeed very factual. Believe me or not...Who can deny it? Let those who don't believe in God, Let those who always in anxious state, let those who try to challenge bible truth...ask themselves a simple question and see whether they can answer it confidently, "Deeply inside your heart, can you feel the peace?" As i can say it loudly and proudly that i CAN!!!
"I am leaving you with a gift," Jesus concluded, "peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don't be troubled or afraid" (JOHN 14:27).
I am personally fond of this scripture. Maybe it's a bit abstract and difficult for some people to understand and come to the state of what i feel. but i hope that by writing down here, some readers may have the opportunity to know the wonder of my Savior, my Lord, my Jesus. Do remember the scripture!!! read it, remind urselves and repeat it again..again..again...
( There comes a time when our questions merely become a way of hiding from the risk and danger of disobedience. There comes a time when we need to silence the excuses or the fears and simply obey- the time is now...quoted from Winn Collier)
Sharing what i Like or D Like....
i Like-
1) Playing guitar... it always a good old companion ...the way i use to express my emotion and feeling..i could tell my very own story in a song to someone special.. it works quite well..haha.. i believe there is some magic stark happen when the soul of human thoroughly unite with the musical instrument.. Actually i always wish to become a musician or singer..haha..but apparently i'm not gifted to have such talent and opportunities to learn and perform on the stage..BUT I STILL LIKE IT!!!
2) Frisky and Awesome Party... After i stopped to carry out my night life activities (clubbing) for quite while, i realized how dumb were i wasting my precious time in a dark messy social club environment.. i could have attended other outdoor activities and party organized by my college friend... at least i wont have to spend so more money to get FREE food + FREE refreshment + FREE entertainment...=D
3) Fellowship/ Church... it is a place which i call "Second home" or "Restroom" .. Every time when i felt overloaded with burden and exhausted, i will walk to the church... i abase myself before lord in prayer...then restore or recharge myself either spiritually or mentally~ Sing the melodious church song, feel to be closer to God (eventhough i can also meditate n pray at home or anywhere)... the interaction n fun communication... the self development... the leadership... n of course the truth of life .... are what i gained from here..
4) The love...nearly two years didn't let myself to have a REAL one (not play play de)...within the periods, the "trials" came to naught.. however.. i do appreciated that within my social circle there are a lot of "choices" arranged by Lord... yet recently what i really fond of is the one with long brownish hair cascaded down over her shoulders...XD (No way, i am flying off to US soon.)
whenever she show a careworn expression, i ll be hoping to be thr, at least with a word of confront...SEEing her eyes brimmed with tears from long distance..my hands will consciously, nervously gently caressed her face... everyday i hope that i can carol happily to my precious one which hidden inside my secret garden "Lalala..i love you"... (==''') i want vomit liao..reading wat i type)..yet i really hope that one day, one moment, one chance that me and the destined one can get better acquainted ..
I Dislike-
1) frigid and frumpy GUY... it gt nthg to do with my religious teaching.. i just feel they are too "action", too ignorant and too irritating!! often being divert by their physical appearance...
2) Stupid lip synch video... as u can find mostly in youtube or facebook..those idiot try to be famous from their nonsense video...then they act stupidly, dress stupidly and talk stupidly... gt nthg better to do meh~ haiz..helpless and useless fella..
3) Rude and Emo Swing Harridan... nthg much to mention...as u know nowadays most of the girls are getting more "barbaric ...probably because more n more civil rule, law and regulations are made to protect women...n more young female teenagers are being SPOILED!! Totally don't have the right attitude of life!! Terrible~(i left other criticism for your own self)
Therefore, i am listed down some characteristics or qualification of my future partner
i) Must be a real christian (Not those who claim to be, but in fact they know nthg)
ii) Good manner (No F words came out from her mouth, Owes have the right attitude and thought about the way of living a meaningful life..know her life purpose well)
iii) know at least one skill or talent (singing, playing musical instrument, dance...)
iv) OF course ...love me!!XD
Life goes~
~我长大了，不再是小孩子~
ps: one by one ..we are leading into different stories by God.. The timescale for completing it is approaching slowly
But the story ends well
Our corner of the world
Lately i had been wondered
沉默一会儿
when the cases of earthquake, tsunami, and wars are rampant in other corner...
i am here taking my current circumstances as granted~
has a false perception that the victims and me are in two different world
when people are starving to dead because of hunger in other corner
i am here wishing for a life of luxury and reputable status
unconscious of the overflow blessing i have..
as a SINFUL HUMAN
in the world
when people struggle to survive with their handicapped & poverty condition
in other corner
i am here thinking how boring and meaningless life is
continuously involve in hollow activities
thinking what can be done to entertain myself more
in this world
indeed, it seem to be that those are not relevant to me..
However, in very own reality
We tempted to claim that life is unfair and cruel
love relationship, academic result, career, death,
it's so unbearable sometimes..blaming God, our fate
Maybe is time
for us to pull out of our pessimism
The question is not about whether difficult times will come but
what our response will be when they do
i always believe
God has his plan and makes our way
The challenge is to seek the goodness in the midst of whatever trials we encounter
(trust me.. i personally experience it)
beneath the temporary trials, there is always sweet honey waiting for us
you ll figure out God's brilliant plan on you
Have faith on Lord, Have plan on Life
Don't ask for miracle, Be the miracle yourself
~Stop your rushing path for a while~
take a real look on your current state
live a life with thanksgiving
Our corner of the world can be a reminder for us as a blessed children
八月闲日（二）
论到民都鲁人打发时
间方式和娱乐，大部分人（特别是年轻的）都会一致地说“Yamcha lo！ 要不然就是去打电脑，或是去海边散步拍拖吃rojakABC。没事就CAll朋友到处走走或则是待在家发呆看astro” 当然我这Bintulu仔也是如此度过部分的假期。我几乎每天两餐都在外解决~胖了不少~ 成俊不再是排骨精了!!!
Saikin? Ureshi? watashi oboeru?
有天晚上也与朋友陪那些JPNese去园游会和FunFair Park. 那些日本女生玩得可疯了，体力也太惊人了吧!!!
除此之外，我当然也约几个死党出来. 就像以上我所述说的，除了Yamcha还是Yamcha~
当然K bar, Tanjung Batu海边, 小学，中学学校也都从返了~真是让人一时有所感触
!!!!当中就让我惊喜的是!!!!
竟然我九年前画画比赛的作品(风景画）依然还摆设在某布告栏
虽然那是个未完成的杰作，但却被欣赏
太令人感动了T^T
八月闲日（一）
但日子还过得去。
没有特别精彩，没有特别鲜艳， 没有特别有趣；
但生活中的新鲜感终没有让我失望，我相信这就是神在当中美好丰盛的恩典
终是在悲伤中找到喜乐泉源，终是在怨恨中找到原谅宽恕，终是在自卑里找到独特之处；
这样说，好像我日子都很不快乐，才不是呢!!!
先不淡荣华富贵，名胜古迹，我只能说对于我近来遇到的人与家庭，我应该知足。
After八月头的final exams, 我就冲冲忙忙地搭第二天的飞机场。。。
当天我认识的好一些人也去着同样的目的地，但到达的终点则是天地之差（美国民都鲁）
但怎知我回到KL，才发现我没有把照片输入到我的pendrive里
这时我只能叹气“Haihhhh..."
一回到家乡，行李还没放下，妈就带我去Pineapple餐馆（自家的）享用订好的菜肴~
还点了甜品和水果呢
早就知道这是要我这几天在店里帮忙的甜头~
就这样，我通常傍晚或晚上会到店里看美女店员及一些漂亮顾.......啊啊..
不不不..我是说我都会去做工~
不过，在店里时我很高兴能巧遇很久没联络的旧同学及各老板
此外，我也会被妈派到两间之前出租的屋子做“印尼工人” ...
因为要再renovate
打扫，收拾垃圾废弃物... 割草，除草~
一个人哦!!! 累死了而且这两间屋子感觉有点阴森~
特别其中一间，有点噱头，近期被警察突击搜索
~因为这黑社会租客被怀疑诱骗出卖女子肉体~
在收拾过程中，那龟公不时来搬取东西, 身旁还有些辣妹..可怜
besides, i manage to find some girls' dairies n photos on the garden n storeroom
even their clothes and other necessities...i took one of them to read..
it's written
"By Lord's will n grace,
i wish to fulfill my dream and buy a dream house for my parents after i reach here."
Haiz, i wonder how those girls doing now..all i know is when they reached here they are being locked in the room and..so on~
~GOD BLESS THEM~
我感到很惊讶因为过了六年这“卢”字依然还在
(待续）
给你好朋友～
8.28pm now************* Date ~15june2009
Weather ~cold, breezy** Mood~ distress, low spirited, jubilant..it's contradiction
生活的历练给我的就是两个字"无奈".
无奈的环境,无奈的角色,
无奈的思念,无奈的责任,
无奈的等待.无奈的守侯.
我不要伪装自己,
我不要矜持,不要优雅,
在爱的面前我不能退缩.
我快乐, 一定要让你知道
我疲倦，心里有你来充电
你开心，是我每天的愿望
你难过，可以轻听我安慰
好朋友，谢谢你远方的祝福，
因为你，我体会到幸福滋味
你的出现让我始料不及,
让我知道这世上还有可以懂我的人.
一辈子吧!!!
Expression of soul~
Some people struggle and work hard with zeal that earn them a name so revered and saluted...Some thought they are something yet in fact they are just little thing... Some people convinced themselves that they could make a fortune without effort...Some people who like to be controlled by their emotion (so called play emo)...Some people always act like a real prima donna and can't see how blessing and great life she or he has...Some people like to put themselves inside the box, giving plenty of excuses for their failure (such as "as long as i happy in my life")and thought it's a better way to escape the reality... finally the worst and irritating one would be Those who keep complaining...blame this and that...
I plenty sure that most of us would have met different kind of people with various personalities and attitude of life... probably few types that i mentioned...
Some of them may really raise our ire..and let us feel frustrated... thinking of why get this kind of ppl one...haiz..so pity...so immature... so stubborn... so piss me out!!!
Maybe there are something that we can do to alter their view or help them to become a better person... yet...in the end the effort will only met with failure and disappointment...
........Haiz........
But thr is a friend of mine enlightened me out... "why need to bother?....
we can't expect people around us to become an IDEAL man that WE think it is.. What we can do is to make ourselves an ideal person to others...instead of wishing others to change..."
It's very true...if all of us know what exactly are the wrong ways of living, then we just have to concern about ourselves and make sure that we live with right attitudes...in these ways we may have set a good example for others!!! But the first thing is u know ur own mistakes..
因为我领悟
..thr is no much errand of task waiting in my desk..
..A week had passed since my new semester...
i had quite an awesome n relaxing outdoor vacation for my holidays
yet soon forced back to tedious and tiring reality
Time wont just stop for all of us take a break
as like we cant stop breathing
I guess i would just let it take me into future, through present, away from past
A wonderful moment will slip from our grasp before we realize
we can't hold it on tightly
but let it become memory which turn into a wave of nostalgia for us to recall
Omar Khayyam once quotes
"Be happy for this moment. This moment is your life"
Life brings endless of suspense, laughter and happiness for us
however life is also a perpetual "problem" which from time to time
we struggle to survive through it with less pain, more joy.
this statement seem to be nonsequitur with Omar's
what will i say is to enjoy this fleeting moment of life whether it's harsh or comfortable
most of the time people just bracket themselves
into a small box
thinking how pathetic and miserable their life are
(i referring to those are actually blessed with Good condition)
why can "you guys" stop that nonsense thought, be less pessimistic
sometimes i really feel like give you guys few slaps
they as if people in a island
can't go over bound their narrow mind
to see their greenish n charming surroundings as an dull place
without notice that
they are eventually nestles in the most beautiful island
How about we do something gradually
start from today
we try to be more appreciated and give thanks to what we been through daily
ever though that particular day may not be pretty
You will find yourselves less heavy laden, more alive!!!
(Today 10may2009 is Mother Day )
I wish all mummy another blessed and joyful year with their family
especially my own mother
Thanks you for everything! Love always!
ps: Happy Birthday to my friend, catherine too=)
回归部落格
Greetings!!
Apa khabar! Hajimemashite!!
嗨~~久违了
(~回归布落格~）
worry + relax = “我”relax
~(=,=''')V
假期策划
1) Going to LANG TENGAH ISLAND with bunch of friends next tuesday~ Beach~~~~ Then on the following week, A place in Tanjung Sepang will be my other destination...Imagine.. Seafood~ Crystal blue water~ white sandy beaches lined with swaying coconut trees~ Beautiful sunset~ lying on the sand beneath a myriad of stars at night~ cool breeze..savour hours of peace and transquility...ooppss..forgot about the beach girl...WAAAA...XD
2) Treat myself with some mouth watering, delicious dishes in restaurants which my friend promise to bring. I'd always had a penchant of delectable steaming,fried chinese dishes.
3) Meet 老友们 in cheras, setapak, wangsa maju, kota damansara,nilai, bukit jalil.
4) And probably following my friends back to their hometown...visiting^@^.
5) Date with "someone".
6) Learn five new songs and Read a novel.
7) Settle and carry on my obligation as church commitee well.
8) Barbering~ cut a new hairstyle.
9) Conduct some research on US unversities and decide the exact right pathway.
10) last but no least, make sure that i still manage to survive after these two weeks. God bless you and me!!
Reflect of the past...回想
Since last time i blogging, a lot of things happened and changed... People around me, my own self , my belief, friendship, and also the social interaction ~... i would say life can be so unpredictable and interesting resulting by some external factors... For instances, there were some "people" whom i wish to know but nvr thought of getting close to them long time ago... now we are like the thumbs and nails...always stick together... Meanwhile someone whom you once fond of..may turn out to be an irritating object... Perhaps it is a fate and the storylines "written" by the Divine God...amazing!! You just cant assume you are taking control of your present circumstances and future... Same thing apply to the attitudes we possess and have within us..
One imperative idealogy i realized is that no matter how many philosophy theories, methods of right thinking, and other knowledge we have bout our own self, without practising them through action it is nothing more but a dusty dictionary in the bookshelf.
It's useless to gain so much knowledge or think about achieving the greastest dream in mind without carry it out on action...Nothing vertured, Nothing gained...to reach a successful life is about taking risk to experience..
不让星星来窥探，找个沉默的夜晚
寄托希望遥远方，听听风儿轻轻寒
不让寂寞陪着旁，找个有你的夜晚
生活~
早晨温暖的阳光普照着这全新的一天，能活着我感到很幸福
近来课业非常得繁忙，考试也陆续地逼近~ 每天一上完课，就带着沉重疲累的身子和朋友们一起在图书馆，Starbuck, Coffee Bean K书，尽我们最大的努力为自己未来铺更好的路。
FIGHTING!!!
看看，我学校最好的排挡多么勤奋，像小蜜蜂似的。不错,加油啊!!! Good Luck in Cal2~
我可怜的手~T^T... 你受苦了... 就迁就Emo的咏荷（Ajima)“^@^死笨猪 讨厌你”
好了，以后不要再是哭包了~
夜来临了...一天也即将来到它的尽头~收拾好~去透透气
~我心在想着你~
乌云阻拦太阳给于地上最后的指引但我深信在那过后一定会有更美的情景
~我等待你~
下雨了~这盏路灯像是我内心里失望中微小的盼望， 也是黑暗中的方向
~不会放弃~
是吧！只要心里持有盼望，信心, 美好的结局就在不远方!!!人生抉择也如此，一切都在于你的心态
生活思想
反复思想到底人类要怎样来确保自己的人生不偏差正确的路。。。
是跟随宗教的真理教导吗？或许每天能过得开心精彩就是正确的道路？
还是只要跟着在杂乱的社会生活方式以及他人的影响活下去就对了呢？
相信许多人都担心着自己选择步行的路是不是正确以及最好的，对于未来没有保障，
在这道德沦陷败坏的世界里毫无方向一天一天得活着，担惊受怕，试问平安在哪呢？
真正的福乐和永生是否全在？
你或许会说“管他！我活得开开心心就好了!!!”
你确定这快乐能满足永久吗？你能守护这短暂的时光吗？
当它有一天离去时，你还能那么把握地说出同样的答案吗？
别再消耗宝贵的光阴了!!!去寻找唯一的解答吧!!!
Hello, everyone~ i wonder what day had you guys been through today..
Well, most people should be longing for the arrival of Saturday after saddling out with hectic task every single week...
The best way to get rid of those constant stress temporarily would be some instant entertainment and leisure time with buddies and families~~
As for me, after a weak insipid hot coffee in the morning, i took a rickety bus mini to Taipan to meet my friends and settle all the billing payment...then headed back to attend a educational course..
Although the course may spent half day of my precious Saturday and plus my nostrils need to bear with the stench from the crowded in the lousy bus, my excitement was not dampened... (i admit their body smell really make me retching beneath boiling and scorching sun...Please la..use dextol next time)
Brace up!!! (i won't further elaborate my day..as u guys ll get dry soon)
Yet.. the speaker lead me to whirl many thoughts in my head and plied us with questions about reality..
对你来说，什么是人心...我认为它就像一个无底坑...永远满足不了...
事实上，真正的快乐不是愉快的经历，不是财产或权力，而是明白我生存的目的。这才是真正快乐的来源。
try to meditate..
猪猪口头禅
成俊 “真的假的” or “真是的！”
Tzyy Ren “你喜欢啊！”
Li Wei “swt!!!!”
Shi xian “不知道”“随便”
Yeong her “白痴啊你!” “hohohoho~~”
(Ps: 等待~~）
词穷
我到底有几次被要求把我的故事重讲一遍？
好累哦..回顾从前...似乎在自豪中存留些遗憾...悲思中浮现些喜乐...矛盾~~
当朋友们在一旁大谈论篇，我直起身来，走向阳台，微笑了.
那是一个对着远方发出的微笑，我沉默着回想...
活在这个逐渐沉沦的美丽世界，已经有二十年了...
对于人生大道理，心里也有很深的感触...
看见你们一个一个忙碌地拼搏赚钱，买车买房...一些则在学业上考取优良的成绩...
而我事到如今追求些什么...没有指引的方向...我缺乏信心...HAIZ...人为什么这么软弱呢？
想一想...爸妈..你们真得很了不起...佩服...我要向你们看齐...^_^
这一年我开始对college life 感到乏闷...不如以前般hyperactive...主要是因为疲倦于太多的活动，也不太想参与一些年纪比我小的同学...I had totally isolated from my previous badge...they ord into real uni life...and i still cram all the basic foundation stuff...stupiak...
夜店生活也停止了...不想消费在这种空虚，奢侈的短暂快乐...
还有。。。。。。（不想多说）
可能是因为近来经常和可爱又可恶，一点儿都不单纯的猪猪家族成员相处...
个性也变得怪怪（幼稚了），更是“冷”得比冬天的雪地还要冷...
搞到我有点双重性人格...不过还是很感谢他们呢...没有他们的陪伴... 在Inti就无聊了许多...
自己隐藏的本性以及"冷"爆点也不会被发掘...
此时我有些慌张，因我对于接下来的故事情节少了些保障和把握...希望有人给我心灵的寄居
是否它会如我幻想中童话故事的滨纷色彩，以皆大欢喜的结局来完成...
未来视线模糊，我该怎样continue描写我专属的故事情节。。。。充满了好奇。。。
我的心洋溢着一种新鲜感。。。复杂的情绪。。。
。。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。
我终究还是词穷了..........
远离寂寞边界
Most of the people ll often express their feeling of loneliness to their parents, school peers.. complaining how miserable is his/her social interaction...no friend who stand by through thick and thin...or even lend a shoulder to cry on...
What actually is loneliness? In my opinion, loneliness is not just a matter of being alone. U may find that the monk with his vow of silence in the temple may not feel forlorn; the individual in an uncongenial group may feel very lonely indeed...The richness of life lies in the companionship of a person with whom one has an emotional connection and perhaps a physical relationship...
YOu may feel in such a way because of bereavement, have lesser true friends to communicate with..In other way..these prime causes can be easily explained as the deficient of love and caring shown by the people surrounding to you...
You may be hoping hugs , immediate comfort and accompany of someone in the very moment..
It is indeed a difficult task to figure out what actually is the remedy for loneliness...
Perhaps, you are the only person who know the cure on your own...after all, it's from you inner emotion due to outside pressure n influences..
After valentine this year, i heard a lot of ppl saying that they are lonely...they saw themselves as the pathetic person..hmm... loneliness are surely smthg that ppl try to get rid of...
Lonely=> Depressed= >Slow self esteem= >Negative view=> Boring and meaningless world
Yet what would i say is to open your heart for accept and meet everyone... till one day u may realize actually you are a lovely person and you seem to be rejected many opportunities for others to care for you before that... is it so? i don't know..
Yet One thing for sure..there should be No more loneliness for all of us!!!
Happiness is smthg u need grab, not to wait for...
~~快乐就在不远处~~
What a wonderful world
恰似你的温柔
今天无所事事的闷热午间，突然心血来潮想要弹起“歌儿”
拿起那沉默已久的木吉他， 手指们像看见旧而不见舆薪的朋友
兴奋地在铉上寻找着回忆，弹指之间的声乐带动了沙沙的歌喉
当我翻着我的吉他歌谱时， 一首经典的老歌吸引了我。
这也是我昌盛老大教我的第一首浪漫歌曲。。。
更是我学会的第一个吉他谱。。。
“恰似你的温柔”
某年某月的某一天, 就象一张破碎的脸.
难以开口道再见, 就让一切走远.
这不是一件容易的事, 我们却都没有哭泣.
让它淡淡地来, 让它好好地去.
到如今年复一年,我不能停止怀念. 怀念你,怀念从前.
但愿那海风再起,只为那浪花的手,
恰似你的温柔.
描述着分手后的往昔和思念。。。
它也让我想到自己和身边朋友曾经的恋爱。。。
停顿。。。。
这种温柔我也希望能从那个傻乎乎的可爱野蛮女孩感受到。。。
wilson, yeong her, shi xian, li wei, tzyy ren, meWoo..Proudly introduce 小花
she actually possesses a sense of humour which i look for in friend..
She is one of my friends who can see the funny side of things, who is not dull and can make me smile in even the difficult situations...
u see life would be unbearable without a friend i can share jokes with...i just love the way she "hohohoho"
Don't feel emo lo..
above all the friends in my pic..are my sincere and faithful in college..
TiME to change
Test 1 done since last week...
Back to slow pace life again with lesser tension tangling around...relax
Nevertheless there is ll be no end for the existence of stress till your last breath..
so why need to feel depressed and complaining about the tough days we been through..
after all, choosing the right attitude to live for is the only way that will make us a better life...
positive mind, objectively view, rational, brilliant social interacting skill...is wat i'm nagging bout
appreciate everything and never ever take smthg for granted (i owes bear in mind)
hmm... philosophy really is the interesting subject to learn..
it challenges our most basic fundamental belief of our culture and life which we had been follow for years without asking why is it so... for instances..
Do u really think there is a self,so called "soul" inside you? or it just a biological, chemical reaction
Is the soul material or immaterial, mortal or immortal?
Are the laws and regulations that we obey is truly a right guide for the society, or it's just a method to sustain the benefits of the higher classes citizens... if not...why we still following it and put under control of the "human-making" laws..after all...human often act out of self-interest..
why i'm crapping all these school stuffs...mainly because i start to relieve, think of my past life, future... is everyone born with a purpose in earth... what really is the dream we had... is it the consciousness we had in another dimension...
well...there is not a standard answer for this world... right or wrong ..true or false..
oopss...is getting dry here..i think..XD..hahaha...
okok...i just wan to say that..every single thing we did every moment is eventually affected our LIFE... and LIFE is main goal or reason why we struggle hard in this world...
so learn to live a wonderful life with no regret la...
why wasting time doing smthg meaningless and stupid event...think of yourselves n others..Brooze and nasty smell are coming out from the bone of all the bastards, punks, smugs, useless fool... It's time to change your life!! before it's too late...(ps: for some of my friendsXD)
(For those buddy)Of course, i not a mental counsellor or social advisor... but it's for your own good...for your own..dude... the sun is shining and the world is beautiful out there ..friends...^0^
YAhoo!! Life is Great!!!
I juz LOVE CNY!!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!
(dun feel like writing..kinda busy now..hehe..yet really wish to share with you guys this wonderful reunion moment and joyous festival..probably next time..hope all of us do enjoy ourselves with all the feats, junk foods, free beverages, lot lot more...and treasure the time with our family, friends and relatives..meanwhile dun forget to give thanks to the true blessing from God...miss u!!)
Share a event held in our college..
Yesterday Chinese Culture Society(CCS) organized a function of celebrating 2009CNY
Called " MOO MOO Festival"...quite a creative idea...
Although the weather is bad, the enthusiastic of participants didn't seem to be reduced and the tickets were finished selling...b4 the event began,there was already fall down light rain.. and i predicted correctly ...there was a downpour in the middle of the show...we were forced to move to "Plan B" venue in concourse...
if i not promise ”小甜“ to see her show..i definitely wont go for it...
Well after the intima president gave her speech, the event finally got off with performance of cheering leader...ever though there was some mere error occurred yet it won the audience's loud applause..can be counted as a spectacular starting..
next there had some hip hop dance, chinese yoyo(扯铃）, games and of course lucky draw which was the part that all of us waiting eagerly for...
the top prize is the LG limited edition ICE CREAM PHONE...woo!!!
YES...as usual i am not the lucky person that can win any prize...haiz..but never mind..at least i'm been given "Follow Me ROMANTIC Moisture White Lotion, Deodorant and Oil COntrol cleanser" (it was given to everyone as sample XD)..HEHE..
My friend KK's ticket number was drawn in the very beginning of lucky draw section... B4 we manageD to respond, he ord ran to the stage..haha..the way he acted really funny...in the end..what he gt is a normal pen with no ink in it..HAHAHA..
真是一场欢喜一场空`...
the highlight of the event is the performance of 朱浩仁 （Astro 2nd runner up)...his main song "巧克力" was recently promoted and can hear while listening to FM988..
" 巧克力..巧巧 巧克力...lalala"...here were some of his pictures taken that nite...
生活思想
很多时候当遇见,见识到一些有才华,本事以及能力的人
就是在某个领域极有天赐的神童，天才。。。
可以是在领导能力，学业，音乐天赋，舞蹈技术等等
我们都会开始羡慕,妒嫉, 想要学习,并且以他们作为榜样
甚至会有一股劲儿，斗志想要达到他们的等级，超越他们。。。
然而在努力奋斗，锻炼自我，in amidst of pursuit these goals...
困难,挫折,阻碍终会轻易地使我们绊倒, 顿时感到目标离我们好遥远,灰心,想要放弃...
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试着想想...会不会是我们选择了过多的梦想来追求 ...导致我们一时之间无法专注在特定的目标...我还记得一名作者说到..."十个60分, 不如六个100分" ...
i find it very true... 如果我们同时间扛起许多负担,做每一件事都半吊子,别人只不过看你是个"做事60分的人", 相反的，若集中筋力，把份内的事先做的尽善尽美，别人看待你，就会是个“做事100分的人“
As a christian~~~i would say :
If u envy of their skills,capabilities, abilities and achievement, it's normal human nature..it's nothing wrong about it but try to meditate deeply..
After all we are people of GOD and are created through Thy miracle hand and breath based on Thy image.. Don't you think we may somehow also be blessed in certain aspects which we have yet to discover... Just remember that no one is perfect in the eyes of God coz we are sinner... we all have weaknesses in particular areas... we not need to become supreme excellent to achieve our loftiest dreams.. .we just have live out in God's will, not ours... Give thanks for everything we owe right now~~
Now it's just a week before Chinese New Year(my favorite festival among all^_^)
With all the "Dong Dong QiangX2" songs played, pretty bloody red lattern and cny ornament hang on the shops for sale really enhance the atmosphere a lot..
since 2009 cny around the corner, i believe our self satisfaction heart will begin triggering up and yearn for the purchase of brand new cool garments and fashion accessories...it is unadoubtedly...ever last year thr was a severe economic crisis..
most of the ppl dun seem to be influenced by it..=,="".. The shopping complex are so damn crowded...full of people.. i'm talking about time square and sungei Wang..
or maybe becoz of the variety of choices of goods, convenience and congenial environment..
i found the idea of kl ppl for chinese new year is quite weird..
why they think chinese Christian don't celebrate CNY...what make them think so???
Hey!!CNY is a festival celebrate by whole chinese communities...our own culture
Nothing to do with religion...Gt it?!=.=
This year, i'm looking forward for the arrival of CNY eagerly because wont able to celebrate with family and friend anymore in few years time due to the education in US... Hmm..precious reunion moment with families,, i gonna treasure it..
6six days to go>>>
生活感触~
看到好友们一个接着一个的离开到不同的“停留站”。。。
时间也慢慢得带我远离那还想再回味的欢乐时光。。。。
在家里的两位“老人家”可能很少时间陪陪你们顶顶嘴了。。。
在外国的哥哥们也不可能再和你们争吵，抢东西。。。
在家乡的中学死党，密友也没多少机会再一起尽情地玩耍，相聚。。。
在团契里一同经历无数可笑，沮丧，美好时光的朋友也离去，剩下我和新契友相处。。。
在学院的同学们好像有一份亲密，又有一些话题的欠缺。。。
在心里爱的人，想完成的目标，增进自我的坚决 ，能力已占据我的思想。。。
在脑海里出现的是以前回忆的片段，预测的情况，幻想的幸福生活。。。
这时有点感伤地跟以前的本体挥别。。。
因为知道人只能不断地让自己保持在进步，成长的状态下。。。
痛改过错。。。从旧人变新造的人。。。
该像个男人为自己的未来打算了。。。至到那天的来临。。。
我会努力的，有意义地活下去。。。
Feed back what was being done since last week...
think..think..think...hmm...nthg much..but able to become closer to one of my friend (FY)..hmm..make me feel good...yet in some places and some times, the hypocrisy i witnessed soured my mood...really can't trust someone so well and fall into the friendship too deep...more likely to be used by them for their own benefit...always pretending and acting cute..really sick of you...(sry..scolding someone)
recently i always hanging out with FY(my junior from high school)...
from our conversation...i realize thr is really smthg call destiny... it's so coincidence...(long story...lazy to type here)... after all..the world isn't that huge rite... 缘分！
Hmm...i had asked myself many questions...am i going to achieve my "goal"...or my loftiest dreams are destined to be dashed... looking to the sky with a nice bowl of candu on the hand and FY sit beside me...feeling complicated...i still consider a infant in this competitive world...yet i believed my weakness will be perfected in christ's strength....
meanwhile...someone whom i neglected sometimes and care most appeared in my mind again... b4 it's vanished ..i yearned that on the next moment i can see you smiling and i ll smile because of you ...ever it is just once...
spiritual exercising and maturity of mind are what i focused on and tried to revamp myself to be a better man...since i notated as “没正经” “爱开玩笑”for long time ever though i really serious that moment...my friend can hardly differentiate when i m 正经..it's really terrible...hahaha...time to change..hahaha..
tired lo..2mrw Monday again...blue monday.. 8am class to 4pm non stop...without any break...walao...it seem that coffee and lenglui are my only "antidote" during the class..hehe
sleep first..ciao
Congratulations , you are...
Jeff Ooi of www.jeffooi.com
You are humble, mild-mannered yet wise. Your knowledge is vast as an ocean, but when confronted with an issue you are passionate about you are tough as a mountain. You have an aura of style, quality, excellence surrounding you that cannot be denied. In a way, you are a rebel, but that's because you are always willing to help out your peers by challenging authority without asking much in return. People respect you. You are a natural born leader, people stop to listen when you speak, and follow you wherever you go. You also have a little bird.
1.1.2009
First of all, i would like to greet u all a happy brand new year..
Times really fly...
Yesterday was the last day of 2008...
i reflected back every thingy i did n encounter this year..
i wonder had i obtain my goals for 2008..did i complete my schedule plan for 2008..hmm...i give myself 60%..
i have nothing to regret of...and give my sincere thanks for my merciful, loving God..
For all the blessings, grace and guidance...at least i still a breathing man here..hehe
no disaster, catastrophe or upheaval fell onto me and my family...what else can be so blessed than safety...^_^
Back to 31 December 2008..
i must say it was an excited, fun, tiring and tedious day..
There were plenty of events held in different places,especially all the pubs, clubs, and shopping mall... as for me, woo..activities from morning till midnite 2am.. jump to night time~~~~wee~~~
After attending the church thanksgiving dinner, i went to meet crystal..watch the karaoke singing competition...i found out that Bintulu actually gt many talented singers...i mean it..really geng..impressive...
Next next...we went to "biggest" shopping mall in Bintulu (probably 1/10 area of midvalley..haha..kelian)..it was so crowded here since 7pm...we hang around the boutique n food court..(hmm..wat i realized here was Bintulu actually gt many lenglui..hahaha..XD)..NO BAD! PROUD OF BTU!..haha
Manage to meet a lot of secondary friends n cousins..waa.. miss u guys le...
anyway..the funniest part came when there left 10sec b4 1.1.09,
all the people's eyes aimed on the balloons which were placed on the nets above in the center of the mall..there was a lucky "catch" event...inside the balloons were the money, empty ppr and free hand phone brochure...
10..9..8...7...6...5..4...3...2...1...Woo!!!! HapPy New Year!!..
AARGHH...people squeeze here and there...the situation is messy..all the people hoped to grab as much as balloons which fall down on that moment... haha..as for me.. gt nthg in the end..juz stood on main position with chai..STOP PUSHING ME!!! DISCIPLINE PLS!!!THAT BALLOON IS MINE!!!...
hahaha...blalalala...soon we went to the level 4 car park balcony to watch the firework performance..hmm...i juz hoped the person stood beside me is my gf ..not stephen and chai..hahhaa..jkjk..nice...
before we headed bak to home, we try 2 find ourselves a nice place to yamcha 2gthr with barbara,beverly and 5s4 ppl.. woo..everthough it was ord 12.30am.. but all the pubs,cafes,and restaurant were fulled of people...(i juz stop here la..stop crapping)..anyway i hv fun...
i juz hope this year will be an excellent and wonderful year for all of us.. God bless us.. specially greet my friends who study abroad a happy cow year!! rejoice!!